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this day sucks, not because of being unlucky, but because this day is stupid. hmmm... yesterday was just plain unlucky, but why does today suck too.. the only good thing about today was my dream.. anyways, back to this day.. i added eien coz i still miss him. he was online when i added him for mafia wars but he didn't approve my invitation. i just don't get him. i just hope he was already offline that time. what made this day suck. well, i can't say this was the reason but i'll let you decide. we were playing volleyball as usual, and the ball went inside one of the houses. while we were waiting for the ball, i spy with my little eye someone who looked like aaron. it threw my game a bit but we still won. anyways, i can't be a hundred percent sure if it was him. i wish it was him and at the same time i wish it wasn't. grrr! it sucks whether it's him or even if it wasn't him coz it makes my mind go crazy. huhu. and eien has to top it all off. grrr. i would like to give eien a piece of my mind but i don't think it will affect him coz he's just an asshole when it comes to this things. huhu. but i sure do miss him. maybe i'll give it some time. who knows, maybe november would be better. i really hope so coz i just can't take it anymore.